salamunalaik :)

hey, is it a huricane? don't be scared, don't get upset, don't ever you felt down. believe is all you need. you always have HIM by your side.

you already knew, life is not easy. it is never going to be simple as you want. if you have gone trough your life so simple, what is the reason HE create you as a human.

masalah tak akan pernah habis. masalah akan terus datang sebagai satu ujian untuk kita. dan, masalah akan pergi selepas kita betul-betul kuat untuk menghadapi masalah yang akan datang.

and i still cannot find out the solution. to make people around me happy.

eventhough it is hard to let him go, i know that i have to. it is for our future. and, Alhamdulillah. all praises to Him. He had opened my heart to make me closer to Him while Adam is in Indonesia. and Alhamdulillah, it is no longer a problem for me. i realise that i can deal with it. :) Alhamdulillah~

but, both of us know, we have to face people around us. we have to make people around us happy. but then, i remember about a hadith that said,

    'siapa yang menggembirakan manusia tetapi mengundang kemurkaan Allah, Allah akan membuatkan semua manusia benci kepadanya. dan, siapa yang mengundang kemurkaan manusia semata-mata untuk meraih keredhaan Allah, Allah akan menukarkan perasaan mereka kepada menyayanginya. '

and, no worries, He is The Creator. of course He can.

and I pray that what have i did invite His pleasure.
Amin, Barakallahufikum :)

p/s:

thanks for leading me to a better person. 

i'll be waiting, <3

salamunalaik :)

i have just downloading trial paper from other states. kind of helpful at this peak time *phew. seram*
your dream is not high enough if you are afraid. im going to achive 12a's in spm :) im 12a's achievers, yaww :)

hee..

my sayang's flight was at four p.m. *semoga baik-baik sahaja, sayang :)*
i remembered the story that he told me before. it is about a girl . a lady . a woman . a muslimah .

what does he said?

     ' sayang, perempuan itu ibarat gula-gula. okay, cube bayangkan, ade dua gula-gula. satu ada bekas. satu lagi tak ade. yang mane sayang pilih? '

so, i said that i will choose gula-gula which in bekas.

     ' kenape pilih yang tu? '

so, i told him. because it is more protected :)

     ' pandai *sengih sampai telinga* iye.. yang ade dalam bekas tu lebih selamat. yang tak ade tuh, banyak kemungkinan yang boleh jadi. gula-gula yang tak ade dalam bekas tuh. ade kat mane? tepi jalan. tepi longkang. dekat bustop. dekat lorong-lorong. bersih ke tak gula-gula tu? '

so i answered, no. sebab dia terdedah dengan kotoran.

    ' pandai pun * i sengih lagi laa..* hurm, jadi, gula-gula tuh, senang kena ambil dengan orang kan? agak-agak sayang, orang yang ambil gula-gula tuh baik ke tak? '

i make a weird face. =.=' *tak terfikir pulak pasal orang yang ambil gula-gula tuh* hurm. NO .

     ' betul tu. orang tuh kire orang yang tak baik lah. orang yang tak soleh. dia tak ingat Allah tengok dia ambil gula-gula tuh. kalau orang yang soleh, dia tak ambil. dia pergi kedai, dia guna duit dia sendiri, dia makan sorang-sorang. baru puas. sama juga macam perempuan. perempuan yang baik, jaga kehormatan dia. macam tu juga lelaki yang baik. jaga kehormatan dia dan orang lain. :) '

see. my sayang, as a guy also told that.

p/s :

belajar rajin-rajin sayang :)

lagi 2 tahun ambil sayang :)

<3

clarak, indonesia

salamunalaik :)

so, those are pictures of my sayang in indonesia :)

seeing at those happy face, i know that he is happy. it makes me feel glad. 

pray for us :) 

may Allah bless :)

p/s: thanks  sayang, for the movie.

di bawah lindungan kaabah :)

salamunalaikum ya sayyidin :)

spm is just around the corner but, me is still blogging! handsome~ *actually, it's awesome* hee ;)
so, all the best.

maybe some of you have this question that always lingering in your mind when you do some visit.
im actually tanak stress sangat. i just want to be chill and happy lady. lalalalala. even the spm is only another 20 days. like my sayang cakap, releks. kacang je. HA.HA. *buat double jerk*

okay, so dont be so stress. chill :) than, you'll find it helpful :)

so, my sayang is OTW to KLIA. he will go to indonesia back today. and he asked me,

     him   : sayang, jangan nangis tau.
     me    : tak. mane ade nangis.
three minutes later,
     him   : sayang. tak sedih ke abang nak pergi dah ni?
     me    : buat ape sayang nak nangis.. bukannye sayang pergi buat bende tak elok. sayangkan nak pegi  belajar.. :)

hee. i cakap je macam tu. tapi, after another three minutes, i dah banjir :P
macam my sayang cakap, 'awak tuh, abang dah kenal sangat dah~'
heehee
me is cengeng! *tapi, takpe, ade orang pujuk lepas tuh ;)*

i have learn that what ever things came in our life, life kene teruskan juga :)
2 weeks before, khatijah told me on the way to back home,

     khatijah : kamu, makcik yang jual dekat depan tuh, suami dia dah meninggal. sebab tuh tak nampak die jual.

and then, yesterday, on the way to back home, we found that the she had started open her stall again, and of course, without her husband. what ever it is, life kena teruskan. :)

la tahzan. innallahamaana :')

p/s :

sayang. takecare.

saya tunggu awak bawa saya masuk syurga <3

salamunalaik :)

i felt like want to share something :)
i had some chat about future with my sayang few days ago,, it is about our children. :) sejak dua menjak ni, my sayang tegur,

     him : dear, nape sekarang ni, awak selalu cakap pasal baby eh?
     me  : tak tahu. macam best pulak.

before marriage, i always thought, why do in marriage, the couple will have babies. haha. and now, i know that betullah, 'anak itu, pengikat sebuah rumah tangga' macam orang tua2 selalu cakap tuh larh.. hehe

and, i always go to khatijah's house. her mom has eleven chidren. the first time that i know there are e.l.e.v.e.n , the first thing that came in my mind, how does her mother do as all her children have a very good attitude, manners for the older and they are very kind! fuh. one day, i asked her mother, 'best ke anak banyak?' and what she said? she said that, 'awak nak tahu best ke tak, bile awak tinggal berdua je dengan adam' okay, i can imagine that. how lonely we'll be.

so, we have chatting about our child on that day. the child that He will give to us in our marriage. QaishAmiri . DihyalQalbi . both of them belongs to the name of great people in Islam. people only now the LailaMajnun story, right? majnun's real name is QaishAmiri which is wali Allah s.w.t. he never met PuteriLaila likes the story said.

my sayang told me, 'QaishAmiri ni, wali Allah. kenal majnun? majnun itulah QaishAmiri. dalam kitab, sebenarnya lain dari yaang kita dengar. ade yang cakap majnun jumpa laila, bawa lari. tapi, sebenarnye tak. dalam kitab cakap, majnun tak pernah jumpa laila. dan, laila pun tak pernah jumpa majnun. suatu hari, majnun berjalan di dalam baghdad, dia mencium tembok-tembok yang ada di bandar baghdad kerana cintanya terhadap insan yang ada dalam kota baghdad. masa dia berjalan, dia terlalu leka, sampaikan terlanggar seorang abid yang sedang memuji Allah S.W.T. jadi, bila dah langgar, mestilah hilang konsentrasi abid yang kena langgar. jadi, dia marah majnun. majnun cakap apa? majnun cakap, 'engkau, sedang memuji Allah pun boleh hilang konsentrasi. tapi aku, orang yang mencium tembok-tembok di baghdad ini kerana laila yang ada dalam kota ni, tak sedar pun kau tengah memuji-muji Allah. macam mane kau boleh cakap yang kau sibuk memuji Allah sedangkan kena langgar sedikit pun dah hilang konsentrasi kau?'

subhanallah! *itu baru QaishAmiri puji laila, belum lagi puji Allah! :)

next is about DihyalQalbi. the name belongs to a man who have a truly kind heart.

my sayang says, 'Qalbi itu kan maksudnya hati, sayang.. DihyalQalbi seorang yang ada hati yang sangat baik. sesiapa pun, boleh ambil barang dia. even dia nampak depan mata dia. orang luar boleh masuk rumah dia, mabil barang dia depan mata dia. apa yang dia cakap? 'ambillah sesuka hati. orang yang ambil barang ini, tiada dosa dia dengan aku. dia tidak mencuri. antara dia dengan aku, tak ada salah apa-apa. semua itu urusan dia dengan Allah. sebab barang tu semua, bukan aku yang punya. aku tak ada hak langsung terhadap barang-barang tuh. barang-barang tuh, Allah yang punya.' my sayang cakap, 'cuba bayangkan, satu dunia macam DihyalQalbi. kebergantungan pada Allah, masih dapat hidup. mesti tade polis dalam dunia ni.' :)

   him  : cube bagitau abang, 3 perkara yang akan ikut dia bila dia mati.
 
so, i told him. anak yang soleh, ilmu yang bermanfaat, and harta yang disedekah jariahkan.

   him  : pandai.. *I sengih sampai telinga time nih >_<* nak dapat semua tuh, senang je sayang. kita dapat
            satu, semua kita dapat. kita usaha dapat anak yang soleh, anak itu akan gunakan ilmu yang dia ada
            untuk dimanfaatkan dan harta yang dia ada, dia akan guna untuk harta itu dengan cara yang betul.

see? bestkan ade anak? selamat dunia akhirat.
but, didik anak is not easy. banyak pengorbanan yang kena buat. my sayang told me, ada seorang ibu yang telah keluarkan semua harta dia untuk anak dia. tapi, anak dia tak pandai-pandai. sampailah ibu dia meninggal, anak dia mimpi, ibu dia berada dalam syurga. subhanallah! berkat ibu dia, korban semua harta, untuk anak belajar agama, syurga Allah bagi. and Alhamdulillah, sebelum akhir ayat anak tu, dia jadi ulama' dan karang satu kitab yang jadi rujukan sampai sekarang dengan hadis-hadis nabi yang ada dalam kitab tu.

awak,
always remember, Allah is always there for us. he is the one who create us. and, he create us for reason. the hardness that he gave to you is always have it reason. if it is not for today, it will be for tomorrow or day after. we never know. i know, im not a good person. but, Alhamdulillah, hidayah that He gives, lead me to have a better life. i pray that we will always have a better life with the presence of Him.

p/s:

thanks for eveything, sayang 

<3 you 

may Allah bless :)

salamunalaik, dear :)
may Allah bless you in every good deeds that you done today.. amin :)

dear spm candidates,,
spm is nearer. how's your preparation? my school had just let us do some gerak gempur and it will be last on this wednesday. *fuwfuw. saya tak amek pun sebab saya tanak ambil. haha :D*
hee.. what ever it is, spm is coming soon and make sure you score the best! :)

yesterday i had a date with my sayang! haha :D 'eh? adam balik?' yes. adam is in the house right now, he came home to make his student visa for his studies. so, now, he is here almost for a week :) huhu. of course  i'm happy. plus, 'siapa tak happy kalau husband balik?'
so, back to the story telling,, it is not actually a date. it is a shopping time with him. he needs to buy his stuff, so  i followed him :) and he bought me something. a watch and a deuterzero bag.

hee . finally, i got this bag. :)

why this bag? insyaAllah, tak lama lagi, both of us are going to hiking together at somewhere in Kelantan. InsyaAllah, if He wills. kind of honeymoon? *HA.HA.HA* He buys me this bag, so it will be easy for me when its time for keluar tiga hari and some hiking activities later :) hee, can't wait!

takecare dear, salamunalaik :)

p/s:

looks like deuter have to provide me some money for the promote stuff :P

salamunalaik~

hey,hey,

my sayang call me last night! *alhamdulillah*

i'm so happy. *makin bersemangat I*

thanks for calling, sayang. terubat sikit rindu ni :)

take care, okay? <3

p/s 

another 3o days for spm.

I'm freaking out

*phew*

salamunalaik, ladies :)
how's life? i pray to ALLAH S.W.T that you're living in the fullest,, even many ppl are pushing you over and over. (yeah, spm is coming~ another 31 days)
don't be so stress, okay? we never know when will we leave this world, so, we have to struggle for the best as HE would never test us with something we couldn't conquer :) be strong, awak..

enough lah untuk stress.. let me share something. :)

before I have my last paper for trial which is arabic paper (monday),, I followed my parents keluar 3 hari. what is "keluar tiga hari" thingie?? hurm..

okay, like we already know, Allah S.W.T sends The Prophet, Muhammad S.A.W. to guide us to the truth way of life, which is Islam :) after The Prophet S.A.W. wafat and Islam is complete, there is no Nabi and Rasul after The Prophet S.A.W. so, the one who have to continue The Prophet's S.A.W. works is US, his ummat. 

so, 'keluar tiga hari' is same as dakwah that The Prophet did long time ago.

and, i've learn many things after 'keluar tiga hari'. i've learn that the reason why we he create us,  is only to perform ibadah, only for Him. Islam is full of beauty, the way of life in Islam is The Greatest. and, it is really sad for others who did not get hidayah in Islam. and the saddest is, even people who is Islam, does not have the beauty in Islam in them. AllahuAkbar :'( 

verily, Allah will not change the condition of the people until they change what is in themselves (13:11)

awak, untuk berubah bukan sesuatu yang mudah. lebih-lebih lagi, apabila kita ingin berubah ke arah kebaikan. tapi, jangan sesekali mengalah. Insya-Allah, dalam proses perubahan ke arah kebaikan tuh, Iman awak akan meningkat. dan, ingat tak? Allah tak akan membiarkan hamba-Nya mengatakan bahawa dia telah beriman selagi tak diuji. jadi, be strong, awak,, Dia tengah uji awak, Dia sedang melihat awak,, dan, selalu ingat, Dia tidak akan menguji awak dengan sesuatu yang awak tak boleh lakukan. Allah Maha Penyayang. makin Dia sayang awak, makin kuat ujian yang Dia berikan. kenape? sebab, bila Dia sayang awak, Dia nak awak tinggal dalam syurga yang paling tinggi, Syurga Firdaus. orang yang duduk dalam Syurga Firdaus tuh kan orang yang Allah rahmati dan redha atas mereka sejak di dunia lagi :) Tak nak ke duduk dalam syurga yang paling tinggi dekat sisi Dia dan Rasulullah?

yang paling penting, buat sebab ALLAH.
InsyaALLAH, awak akan dapat rasa nikmat :)

May Allah bless us.
May we face the days in His earth with Iman, only for Him.

For my sayang,

miss you, love you.

thanks for the letter.

 

InsyaALLAH, I'll be stronger.

ALLAH kan ade?

pray that you're strong always, sayang.

amin :')