salamunalaik :)

alhamdulillah,, those killer subject were finished already. phew..
and so, i still have another two subjects. bahasa arab and pendidikan quran sunnah :)
pray for me, will you?..

and..
i miss him.
pray that Allah cure him, for his love :')

salamunalaik :)

hey, is it a huricane? don't be scared, don't get upset, don't ever you felt down. believe is all you need. you always have HIM by your side.

you already knew, life is not easy. it is never going to be simple as you want. if you have gone trough your life so simple, what is the reason HE create you as a human.

masalah tak akan pernah habis. masalah akan terus datang sebagai satu ujian untuk kita. dan, masalah akan pergi selepas kita betul-betul kuat untuk menghadapi masalah yang akan datang.

and i still cannot find out the solution. to make people around me happy.

eventhough it is hard to let him go, i know that i have to. it is for our future. and, Alhamdulillah. all praises to Him. He had opened my heart to make me closer to Him while Adam is in Indonesia. and Alhamdulillah, it is no longer a problem for me. i realise that i can deal with it. :) Alhamdulillah~

but, both of us know, we have to face people around us. we have to make people around us happy. but then, i remember about a hadith that said,

    'siapa yang menggembirakan manusia tetapi mengundang kemurkaan Allah, Allah akan membuatkan semua manusia benci kepadanya. dan, siapa yang mengundang kemurkaan manusia semata-mata untuk meraih keredhaan Allah, Allah akan menukarkan perasaan mereka kepada menyayanginya. '

and, no worries, He is The Creator. of course He can.

and I pray that what have i did invite His pleasure.
Amin, Barakallahufikum :)

p/s:

thanks for leading me to a better person. 

i'll be waiting, <3

salamunalaik :)

i have just downloading trial paper from other states. kind of helpful at this peak time *phew. seram*
your dream is not high enough if you are afraid. im going to achive 12a's in spm :) im 12a's achievers, yaww :)

hee..

my sayang's flight was at four p.m. *semoga baik-baik sahaja, sayang :)*
i remembered the story that he told me before. it is about a girl . a lady . a woman . a muslimah .

what does he said?

     ' sayang, perempuan itu ibarat gula-gula. okay, cube bayangkan, ade dua gula-gula. satu ada bekas. satu lagi tak ade. yang mane sayang pilih? '

so, i said that i will choose gula-gula which in bekas.

     ' kenape pilih yang tu? '

so, i told him. because it is more protected :)

     ' pandai *sengih sampai telinga* iye.. yang ade dalam bekas tu lebih selamat. yang tak ade tuh, banyak kemungkinan yang boleh jadi. gula-gula yang tak ade dalam bekas tuh. ade kat mane? tepi jalan. tepi longkang. dekat bustop. dekat lorong-lorong. bersih ke tak gula-gula tu? '

so i answered, no. sebab dia terdedah dengan kotoran.

    ' pandai pun * i sengih lagi laa..* hurm, jadi, gula-gula tuh, senang kena ambil dengan orang kan? agak-agak sayang, orang yang ambil gula-gula tuh baik ke tak? '

i make a weird face. =.=' *tak terfikir pulak pasal orang yang ambil gula-gula tuh* hurm. NO .

     ' betul tu. orang tuh kire orang yang tak baik lah. orang yang tak soleh. dia tak ingat Allah tengok dia ambil gula-gula tuh. kalau orang yang soleh, dia tak ambil. dia pergi kedai, dia guna duit dia sendiri, dia makan sorang-sorang. baru puas. sama juga macam perempuan. perempuan yang baik, jaga kehormatan dia. macam tu juga lelaki yang baik. jaga kehormatan dia dan orang lain. :) '

see. my sayang, as a guy also told that.

p/s :

belajar rajin-rajin sayang :)

lagi 2 tahun ambil sayang :)

<3

clarak, indonesia

salamunalaik :)

so, those are pictures of my sayang in indonesia :)

seeing at those happy face, i know that he is happy. it makes me feel glad. 

pray for us :) 

may Allah bless :)

p/s: thanks  sayang, for the movie.

di bawah lindungan kaabah :)

salamunalaikum ya sayyidin :)

spm is just around the corner but, me is still blogging! handsome~ *actually, it's awesome* hee ;)
so, all the best.

maybe some of you have this question that always lingering in your mind when you do some visit.
im actually tanak stress sangat. i just want to be chill and happy lady. lalalalala. even the spm is only another 20 days. like my sayang cakap, releks. kacang je. HA.HA. *buat double jerk*

okay, so dont be so stress. chill :) than, you'll find it helpful :)

so, my sayang is OTW to KLIA. he will go to indonesia back today. and he asked me,

     him   : sayang, jangan nangis tau.
     me    : tak. mane ade nangis.
three minutes later,
     him   : sayang. tak sedih ke abang nak pergi dah ni?
     me    : buat ape sayang nak nangis.. bukannye sayang pergi buat bende tak elok. sayangkan nak pegi  belajar.. :)

hee. i cakap je macam tu. tapi, after another three minutes, i dah banjir :P
macam my sayang cakap, 'awak tuh, abang dah kenal sangat dah~'
heehee
me is cengeng! *tapi, takpe, ade orang pujuk lepas tuh ;)*

i have learn that what ever things came in our life, life kene teruskan juga :)
2 weeks before, khatijah told me on the way to back home,

     khatijah : kamu, makcik yang jual dekat depan tuh, suami dia dah meninggal. sebab tuh tak nampak die jual.

and then, yesterday, on the way to back home, we found that the she had started open her stall again, and of course, without her husband. what ever it is, life kena teruskan. :)

la tahzan. innallahamaana :')

p/s :

sayang. takecare.

saya tunggu awak bawa saya masuk syurga <3

salamunalaik :)

i felt like want to share something :)
i had some chat about future with my sayang few days ago,, it is about our children. :) sejak dua menjak ni, my sayang tegur,

     him : dear, nape sekarang ni, awak selalu cakap pasal baby eh?
     me  : tak tahu. macam best pulak.

before marriage, i always thought, why do in marriage, the couple will have babies. haha. and now, i know that betullah, 'anak itu, pengikat sebuah rumah tangga' macam orang tua2 selalu cakap tuh larh.. hehe

and, i always go to khatijah's house. her mom has eleven chidren. the first time that i know there are e.l.e.v.e.n , the first thing that came in my mind, how does her mother do as all her children have a very good attitude, manners for the older and they are very kind! fuh. one day, i asked her mother, 'best ke anak banyak?' and what she said? she said that, 'awak nak tahu best ke tak, bile awak tinggal berdua je dengan adam' okay, i can imagine that. how lonely we'll be.

so, we have chatting about our child on that day. the child that He will give to us in our marriage. QaishAmiri . DihyalQalbi . both of them belongs to the name of great people in Islam. people only now the LailaMajnun story, right? majnun's real name is QaishAmiri which is wali Allah s.w.t. he never met PuteriLaila likes the story said.

my sayang told me, 'QaishAmiri ni, wali Allah. kenal majnun? majnun itulah QaishAmiri. dalam kitab, sebenarnya lain dari yaang kita dengar. ade yang cakap majnun jumpa laila, bawa lari. tapi, sebenarnye tak. dalam kitab cakap, majnun tak pernah jumpa laila. dan, laila pun tak pernah jumpa majnun. suatu hari, majnun berjalan di dalam baghdad, dia mencium tembok-tembok yang ada di bandar baghdad kerana cintanya terhadap insan yang ada dalam kota baghdad. masa dia berjalan, dia terlalu leka, sampaikan terlanggar seorang abid yang sedang memuji Allah S.W.T. jadi, bila dah langgar, mestilah hilang konsentrasi abid yang kena langgar. jadi, dia marah majnun. majnun cakap apa? majnun cakap, 'engkau, sedang memuji Allah pun boleh hilang konsentrasi. tapi aku, orang yang mencium tembok-tembok di baghdad ini kerana laila yang ada dalam kota ni, tak sedar pun kau tengah memuji-muji Allah. macam mane kau boleh cakap yang kau sibuk memuji Allah sedangkan kena langgar sedikit pun dah hilang konsentrasi kau?'

subhanallah! *itu baru QaishAmiri puji laila, belum lagi puji Allah! :)

next is about DihyalQalbi. the name belongs to a man who have a truly kind heart.

my sayang says, 'Qalbi itu kan maksudnya hati, sayang.. DihyalQalbi seorang yang ada hati yang sangat baik. sesiapa pun, boleh ambil barang dia. even dia nampak depan mata dia. orang luar boleh masuk rumah dia, mabil barang dia depan mata dia. apa yang dia cakap? 'ambillah sesuka hati. orang yang ambil barang ini, tiada dosa dia dengan aku. dia tidak mencuri. antara dia dengan aku, tak ada salah apa-apa. semua itu urusan dia dengan Allah. sebab barang tu semua, bukan aku yang punya. aku tak ada hak langsung terhadap barang-barang tuh. barang-barang tuh, Allah yang punya.' my sayang cakap, 'cuba bayangkan, satu dunia macam DihyalQalbi. kebergantungan pada Allah, masih dapat hidup. mesti tade polis dalam dunia ni.' :)

   him  : cube bagitau abang, 3 perkara yang akan ikut dia bila dia mati.
 
so, i told him. anak yang soleh, ilmu yang bermanfaat, and harta yang disedekah jariahkan.

   him  : pandai.. *I sengih sampai telinga time nih >_<* nak dapat semua tuh, senang je sayang. kita dapat
            satu, semua kita dapat. kita usaha dapat anak yang soleh, anak itu akan gunakan ilmu yang dia ada
            untuk dimanfaatkan dan harta yang dia ada, dia akan guna untuk harta itu dengan cara yang betul.

see? bestkan ade anak? selamat dunia akhirat.
but, didik anak is not easy. banyak pengorbanan yang kena buat. my sayang told me, ada seorang ibu yang telah keluarkan semua harta dia untuk anak dia. tapi, anak dia tak pandai-pandai. sampailah ibu dia meninggal, anak dia mimpi, ibu dia berada dalam syurga. subhanallah! berkat ibu dia, korban semua harta, untuk anak belajar agama, syurga Allah bagi. and Alhamdulillah, sebelum akhir ayat anak tu, dia jadi ulama' dan karang satu kitab yang jadi rujukan sampai sekarang dengan hadis-hadis nabi yang ada dalam kitab tu.

awak,
always remember, Allah is always there for us. he is the one who create us. and, he create us for reason. the hardness that he gave to you is always have it reason. if it is not for today, it will be for tomorrow or day after. we never know. i know, im not a good person. but, Alhamdulillah, hidayah that He gives, lead me to have a better life. i pray that we will always have a better life with the presence of Him.

p/s:

thanks for eveything, sayang 

<3 you 

may Allah bless :)

salamunalaik, dear :)
may Allah bless you in every good deeds that you done today.. amin :)

dear spm candidates,,
spm is nearer. how's your preparation? my school had just let us do some gerak gempur and it will be last on this wednesday. *fuwfuw. saya tak amek pun sebab saya tanak ambil. haha :D*
hee.. what ever it is, spm is coming soon and make sure you score the best! :)

yesterday i had a date with my sayang! haha :D 'eh? adam balik?' yes. adam is in the house right now, he came home to make his student visa for his studies. so, now, he is here almost for a week :) huhu. of course  i'm happy. plus, 'siapa tak happy kalau husband balik?'
so, back to the story telling,, it is not actually a date. it is a shopping time with him. he needs to buy his stuff, so  i followed him :) and he bought me something. a watch and a deuterzero bag.

hee . finally, i got this bag. :)

why this bag? insyaAllah, tak lama lagi, both of us are going to hiking together at somewhere in Kelantan. InsyaAllah, if He wills. kind of honeymoon? *HA.HA.HA* He buys me this bag, so it will be easy for me when its time for keluar tiga hari and some hiking activities later :) hee, can't wait!

takecare dear, salamunalaik :)

p/s:

looks like deuter have to provide me some money for the promote stuff :P

salamunalaik~

hey,hey,

my sayang call me last night! *alhamdulillah*

i'm so happy. *makin bersemangat I*

thanks for calling, sayang. terubat sikit rindu ni :)

take care, okay? <3

p/s 

another 3o days for spm.

I'm freaking out

*phew*

salamunalaik, ladies :)
how's life? i pray to ALLAH S.W.T that you're living in the fullest,, even many ppl are pushing you over and over. (yeah, spm is coming~ another 31 days)
don't be so stress, okay? we never know when will we leave this world, so, we have to struggle for the best as HE would never test us with something we couldn't conquer :) be strong, awak..

enough lah untuk stress.. let me share something. :)

before I have my last paper for trial which is arabic paper (monday),, I followed my parents keluar 3 hari. what is "keluar tiga hari" thingie?? hurm..

okay, like we already know, Allah S.W.T sends The Prophet, Muhammad S.A.W. to guide us to the truth way of life, which is Islam :) after The Prophet S.A.W. wafat and Islam is complete, there is no Nabi and Rasul after The Prophet S.A.W. so, the one who have to continue The Prophet's S.A.W. works is US, his ummat. 

so, 'keluar tiga hari' is same as dakwah that The Prophet did long time ago.

and, i've learn many things after 'keluar tiga hari'. i've learn that the reason why we he create us,  is only to perform ibadah, only for Him. Islam is full of beauty, the way of life in Islam is The Greatest. and, it is really sad for others who did not get hidayah in Islam. and the saddest is, even people who is Islam, does not have the beauty in Islam in them. AllahuAkbar :'( 

verily, Allah will not change the condition of the people until they change what is in themselves (13:11)

awak, untuk berubah bukan sesuatu yang mudah. lebih-lebih lagi, apabila kita ingin berubah ke arah kebaikan. tapi, jangan sesekali mengalah. Insya-Allah, dalam proses perubahan ke arah kebaikan tuh, Iman awak akan meningkat. dan, ingat tak? Allah tak akan membiarkan hamba-Nya mengatakan bahawa dia telah beriman selagi tak diuji. jadi, be strong, awak,, Dia tengah uji awak, Dia sedang melihat awak,, dan, selalu ingat, Dia tidak akan menguji awak dengan sesuatu yang awak tak boleh lakukan. Allah Maha Penyayang. makin Dia sayang awak, makin kuat ujian yang Dia berikan. kenape? sebab, bila Dia sayang awak, Dia nak awak tinggal dalam syurga yang paling tinggi, Syurga Firdaus. orang yang duduk dalam Syurga Firdaus tuh kan orang yang Allah rahmati dan redha atas mereka sejak di dunia lagi :) Tak nak ke duduk dalam syurga yang paling tinggi dekat sisi Dia dan Rasulullah?

yang paling penting, buat sebab ALLAH.
InsyaALLAH, awak akan dapat rasa nikmat :)

May Allah bless us.
May we face the days in His earth with Iman, only for Him.

For my sayang,

miss you, love you.

thanks for the letter.

 

InsyaALLAH, I'll be stronger.

ALLAH kan ade?

pray that you're strong always, sayang.

amin :')

 

salamunalaik :D 

i'm scared of waiting for everything that are going to happen in my life. life is not easy, right? you have to struggle and find the best way for a better life. it is not as simple easy as counting one two three. there are so many obstacles that you have to go through. :)

and for me, the spm is the main reason i'm being scared. seeing the how many days left is already make me worried. it's not can i do my best but, its about can i get the best. 

see the pictures above? its from adam, my loves one. every time i see this pictures, i can feel how much he wants me to do my best. get the best score in my spm, not neglecting him and our parents. 

after nikah, i always got the supporter, the motivator from him :)

and, i know, that he will be very sad if i didn't get the 12a's 

yes,

you can say 'takpelah, dah ade laki, tak dapat result bagus pun takpe..'

'alah, laki kau sayang kau, ape kesah?..'

HA.HA.HA

hey, if i always have that kind of thinking, how can i do my best?..

and, what does his supportment and motivation for?..

he must be very sad, the one that he loves, the one that he put the trust on to do the best, 

and the one that can make his world fills up with rainbows,

just can do anything and neglecting him down.

and again.

HA.HA.HA

if i have that kind of thinking,

is it true that i love him?

i said that i can make him happy,

but,

if i didn't get the best?

how can him be happy?

you must be asking, 

'ape kaitan orang dah kahwin punye pemikiran dengan orang tak kahwin punye pemikiran?'

hey, ade kaitan, okayy?..

you have your parents, they support you, they give their everything to see their child get the best,

and they loves you. 

and you, as their child? 

you always get support from them, and you love them. 

why don't you be a thankful child by making them smile with your result? 

hey, awak,

do your best in your exam. will ya?

and pray for me, for us :)

p/s;

sayang, im going to  do my best.

live well :)

i always waiting for you.

miss(s) you.

<3

salamunlaik! :D
alhamdulillah, i've already finished my trial yesterday and, i already get my result. haha. alhamdulillah, my mathematics is improving. from 46 to 87!! see?.. if we try our best, nothing is impossible :D but, my addmath is *duhh~* i donno what to say. and the spm is coming. another 48 days, yaww!
 pray for me, will you?.. i'm so scared, and i really want that 12 a's.. even i'm not going to further my study, i still want that 12 a's for my sayang who always supporting me and want me to do my best, and of course, for Him, Allah SubhanahuWaTa'ala. :)

p/s: i love you, sayang.. hey, do your best okay?.. alhamdulillah, i'm improving nowadays. even you are not here sayang, i can feel you even when i close my eyes. :) and yet, i've become stronger and stronger. i want to show you, that the 'pengorbanan" that you've made, tach me a lot. take care, sayang. <3 salamunalaik :D

puff :P

salamunalaik,,
i get my motivation again! :D selepas beberapa ketika sesi muhasabah diri dengan others blog,, i finally feel better.i just thought that, there is good thing behind this, there's hikmah for the thing happen.. like, to make us stronger, to make us more menghargai diri masing-masing :) alhamdulillah :')

woaahh! tepuk tangan sebab dapat motivation balik~

for HIM, thanks for being there, thanks for everything, teria kasih kerana menyatukan kami, Ya Rabbi.. thankyou :')

rainy days

salamunalaik,, until today, it has been a week, he left for his study in indonesia.. i feel like something is not right in this room.. haish, i totally miss him.. it just a week, rabiah.. but, you noe, it is not something that i can stand,, being further apart from him.. everything i've done, i always think, it is better if he is here with me.. i still remember the stuff that we always do, eat together, being my imam, remind me not to miss my ma'thurat after perform asar,, i always remember that.. but now, he is not here to company me when im hungry, to wake me up,  perform solah together, the ma'thurat thing.. :'(

yeah, im crying right now, because i really miss him.. when it comes the time that we should spend together to get know each other, we heve been further apart.. and yes, even how many time that i remind myself it is for our good, but, i always noe, that deep inside, i want to say to him, do not leave me alone. and people around me is always saying, 'takpe lah, tak lame pun, pejam celik, dah due tahun..' or ' alah, tak de ape pun,' or ' sabarlah, kejap je' and,, what can i do?.. gelak sahaje lah. ataupun. senyum sampai telinge. tapi, dalam hati, sape tahu?.. 

and awak tahu, saya tak mengharap belas ihsan sesiapa dalam hal ini. dont treat me like a baby, if you are, you are not helping me to be stronger but, it just gonna make me hurt, gonna make me cry every day, so just treat me like usual, like he is always with me.. and i guess with that, i can stand with this for 2 years and hopefully, the 'sabar' will always in me forever

for the readers, pray for us, will ya?.. 

may Allah bless :')

the raya

salamunalaik~

dah lame tak tulis blog nih..huhu.. kalau nak diikutkan, blog nih, rasenye tak ade dah.. tapi, rase time sekarang ni, nak kene adelah pulak.. hee :)

alhamdulillah, life with him is always great :D
on 31st August,, as usually, the family always have an open house when it's time for raya! rase happy tau, kumpul semua, tambah lagi dengan orang yang kite sangat sayang.. best perasaan tuh.. awak tahu,, macam mane rasenye kupas kulit bawang dengan orang kita sayang?.. haha, memang sweet sangat~ ( woooaaahhhh XD ) and rase macam comel sangat bile my darling tuh, pergi pasar dengan abi. and both of them, wore sweater with 3 quarter.. huhu :)

tapi, alhamdulillah, my darling dapat sambung belajar dekat indonesia :) memang sedih, tapi, as a wife, who else gonna support your husband if it is not you, rite? so, what can i do as his wife, i have to support him no matter what, gonna always be by his side, and always love him.. haha. memang susah sangat nak tahan keluar air mata masa nak hantar my sayang tuh,, Tuhan je lah yang tahu.. :( nak buat macam mane, for the future, we both have too.. :)

to my sayang, if you read this,,
do the best, don't worry about me, i will always support you, even i am not there, you noe that i will always be in your heart.. and the same with me, you'll always be by my side.. the thing is, now, you are there, going to study for our future, so, give your best shot kay, sayang?.. then after two years from now, take me along with you :) take care, sayang, <3 miss you :')

story

assalamualaikum :)

hey,hey, wanna read some story?

ehem..ehem. *betulkan anak tekak*

not so long time ago, there was a charming little boy born on 4th of january.. a years later, a cute little baby girl born too. she is a really cute baby. :D 

after 17 years later, in the name of Allah, they were meet together, and.. they've married. yeay! hehe. 

so, the charming one is my husband of course, and,, the cute one is me..! huhu :P

sangat rindu my cik abang sayang lah~

hehe. saje nak tulis-bende-yang-merepek-tapi-memang-betul-punn :D

of course the story is based on the real people, real life.. so those couple surely will united forever <3 insyaAllah, amin~

so, sorry, im kinda busy with those stuff *study* so, didn't have much time. huhu. hurm,, hey, its already ramadhan rite? may this year, you perform well in your ibadah :) amin.. 

couple days ago, ive search on google-doodle *which is actually google* about tarawih,, yeah, since i have to perform my tarawih alone, which is im not going to masjid or musolla. :'( but, its okay,, at least ive not do the tarawih without just only follow the imam..*taqlid, rite?* i mean, this year, i make some effort to read about the good things in tarawih.. i feel like, "why not i do tarawih? i can't do the tarawih in other month,rite?" 

so, take the opportunity to do tarawih. if Rasulullah s.a.w can perform the tarawih even he is a great person, why can't us, a slave of Him? 

so, here what i get,,

Diriwayatkan oleh Saiyidina Ali (r.a.) daripada Rasulullah S.A.W., sebagai jawapan dari pertanyaan sahabat-sahabat Nabi tentang fadilat (kelebihan) solat terawih pada bulan Ramadhan :

Malam 1 – Keluar dosa-dosa orang mukmin pada malam pertama sepertimana ia baru dilahirkan, mendapat keampunan dari Allah SWT

Malam 2 – Diampunkan dosa-dosa orang mukmin yang sembahyang terawih serta kedua ibubapanya (sekiranya mereka orang beriman).

Malam 3 – Berseru Malaikat di bawah Arasy supaya kami meneruskan sembahyang terawih terus menerus semoga Allah SWT mengampunkan dosa engkau.

Malam 4 – Memperolehi pahala ia sebagaimana pahala orang-orang yang membaca kitab-kitab Taurat, Zabur, Injil dan Al-Quran.

Malam 5 – Allah SWT kurniakan baginya pahala seumpama orang sembahyang di Masjidilharam, Masjid Nabawi dan Masjidil Aqsa.

Malam 6 – Allah SWT kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala Malaikat-malaikat yang tawaf di Baitul Mamur (70 ribu Malaikat sekali tawaf), serta setiap batu-batu dan tanah-tanah mendoakan supaya Allah SWT mengampunkan dosa-dosa orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang terawih poda malam ini.

Malam 7 – Seolah-olah ia dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa serta menolong menentang musuh ketatnya Firaun dan Hamman.

Malam 8 – Allah SWT mengurniakan pahala orang sembahyang terawih sepertimana yang telah dikurniakan kepada Nabi Ibrahim

Malam 9 – Allah SWT kurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hambanya seperti Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

Malam 10 – Allah SWT mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan di dunia dan di akhirat.

Malam 11 – Keluar ia daripada dunia (mati) bersih daripada dosa seperti ia baharu dilahirkan.

Malam 12 – Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya (cahaya ibadatnya).

Malam 13 – Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dalam aman sentosa daripada tiap-tiap kejahatan dan keburukan.

Malam 14 – Datang Malaikat menyaksikan ia bersembahyang terawih, serta Allah tiada menyesatkannya pada hari Qiamat.

Malam 15 – Semua Malaikat yang menanggung Arasy, Kursi, berselawat dan mendoakannya supaya Allah SWT mengampunkannya.

Malam 16 – Allah SWT tuliskan baginya terlepas daripada neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.

Malam 17 – Allah SWT kurniakan orang yang berterawih pahalanya pada malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi.

Malam 18 – Seru Malaikat : Hai hamba Allah sesungguhnya Allah telah redha kepada engkau dan ibubapa engkau (yang masih hidup atau mati).

Malam 19 – Allah SWT tinggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga Firdaus.

Malam 20 – Allah SWT kurniakan kepadanya pahala sekelian orang yang mati syahid dan orang-orang solihin.

Malam 21 – Allah SWT binakan sebuah istana dalam Syurga daripada nur.

Malam 22 – Datang ia pada hari Qiamat aman daripada tiap-tiap dukacita dan kerisauan (tidaklah dalam keadaan huruhara di Padang Masyar).

Malam 23 – Allah SWT binakan kepadanya sebuah bandar di dalam Syurga daripada nur.

Malam 24 – Allah SWT buka peluang 24 doa yang mustajab bagi orang berterawih malam ini, (elok sekali berdoa ketika dalam sujud).

Malam 25 – Allah SWT angkatkan daripada siksa kubur.

Malam 26 – Allah SWT kurniakan kepada orang berterawih pahala pada malam ini seumpama 40 tahun ibadat.

Malam 27 – Allah SWT kurniakan orang berterawih pada malam ini ketangkasan melintas atas titian Sirotolmustaqim seperti kilat menyambar.

Malam 28 – Allah SWT kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000 darjat di akhirat.

Malam 29 – Allah SWT kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000 kali haji yang mabrur.

Malam 30 – Allah SWT beri penghormatan kepada orang berterawih pada malam terakhir ini yang teristimewa sekali, lalu berfirman:

“Hai hambaKu : makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang engkau ingini hendak makan di dalam syurga, dan mandilah engkau dariapda air syurga yang bernama Salsabila, serta minumlah air daripada telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. yang bernama Al-Kauthar.”

May Allah S.W.T bless us and give us His forgiveness :')

wonders

Salamun'alaik :)

hey,hey, have you ever wonder about what have you done in your life? Are you guiding your life to a better person from a day to day? If yes, Alhamdulillah, may HE bless for all the good deeds :) If not, I pray that HE will open your heart and guide you, and you will get hidayah(s) from HIM :) 

i just found this video.. *about 5 minutes ago while sms-ing with my abang sayang* and,, hope that you'll enjoy it.. :)

distances

Salamun'alaik :)

Ya Allah, the long distance is seriously killing me. I realized that these days, I cry a lot. Sometimes, for no reason. I miss him so much. have you ever been in the situation when you see something, and all the memories lingering up in your mind? I am sure you do have. 

how about this? tengok sume bende boleh nangis sbb teringatkan cik abang sayang? last-last, tertidur lenaa. kueng.kueng.kueng.

hey, cik abang sayang, geram tahu? >.<''

this way please?

salamun'alaik :)

the title is actually for myself. i am asking myself for not being so lazzyy,, yaww~ hehe *errmm*

and i am having some problems that i believe that not everyone would understand it. it just, what can everyone say is,, sabar. and yes, alhamdulillah, i still be patient with all the harsh words that she gives to me. i can't  remember when I've got the last hug from her, the motivational words that she gives me. doesn't it hurt when someone that you love is giving you the cold shoulder? 

if she really noe that how much that i miss her called my name in a better way, her hugs,, :( and i love her so much.. i just miss her.. i miss the old her. ya Allah, could you please return me the old her?

and, I have to thank Him for giving me a guy, who cheers me up, and told me to be patient with all the things that happens. and Abang, thanks for being there :')

thank you <3

hurmm..

salamun'alaik C: 

I am just stalking one of my friend's blog,, and I found that she is in the middle of hardship.. I pray that she will be just fine and always remember that Allah loves her and want the best of her.

heyya,, it's normal in life. I remember Ena's letter when she told me that, life is like a wheel. hidup ni bagaikan roda. she is just so right. yeah, it's not every day, you can see yourself standing in front of the mirror and smiling at yourself, right? so, be strong, awakk.

"O ye who believe, seek help (to Allah) with the patient and (do) the prayer, for Allah is with those who patiently persevere." (Al-Baqarah: 153)

duhh,,

Salamun'alaik! Alhamdulillah,, praises to Him as I still can breath, having a great time with my abang even we are further a part for kilos.. alhamdulillah *smile-ing*

I have been busy lately,, actually I have been busy a lot,, there are just so many things and stuff that I have to do and I hope that I could deal with them and my migraine would not destroy everything.. *sigh*

and I pray that it will finish quickly. 

duhh.. don't noe how long I cant deal with this.. 

Ya Allah,, give me the strength..

The Prophet

I just found this video on Youtube after a while.

Sometimes, we forgot him, Muhammad S.A.W. who has brought us to the truth.

Oh Allah bless our master Muhammad and his family and may Allah bless him

so, enjoy the video

Goodbye, the past :')

Have you ever wondered how much life would change if you got onto a plane randomly, without telling anyone, and left the world that has been so familiar to you and never come back? Like those times when you go on lawatan sambil belajar and you have no way to contact those people at home to know what’s been happening since you been away. Don’t you wonder how many people would miss you? How many people would have even noticed that you’re gone? Don’t you ever wonder the magnitude of how much the people and things may change when you’re in a different place entirely as time will not wait for your return. 

For a brief moment, you must realize that life can still move forward without you. That the world truly doesn’t revolve around us. And though we may be missed, time doesn’t become frozen when we’re gone, but quickens in its incredible speeds to change the reality that we once knew. It doesn’t make us any less important to the people who loves us and who we know, but it should make us humble. To realize that to never take the people we have for granted. 

Hey, friends, I really miss all of you. But  I would prefer to leave rather than stay. Thanks for all the memories that we have spend together for 4 years and 3 months. 

Take care, wish you all the best for the SPM. 

Indonesia :')

Assalamualaikum,,

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful,

FYI, Abang already left for Indonesia. Don't ask whether am I okay or not, bcause, I don't really know,, *hehe :P* Yeah, whether I like it or not, I have to let him go.. He is not going there for some stupid reason, he goes there for good. So, there is no reason for me to cry :) Plus, I already promise him that I won't cry. 

Abang cakap,, "Janji dengan abang, jangan nangis. Kalau sayang nak nangis, boleh,, tapi bukan depan abang :)"

Alhamdulillah, I didn't cry :) 

Take care, abang. Love you <3

 

today :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

Assalamualaikum~

congratulation to Kaklang and AbangFjis. They're going to have child. 2 months already. 

so, we have a chat,,

Kaklang: Kaklang rase laki nih

Me, Ayu: nape pulokk

Kaklang: Yelah, malas je.. jahit ta sampai satu bunga siap dah tido sampai pkul 2.

Me, Ayu: Haha :)

so, kaklang. Congrates, dapat anak buahlah kitorang nih nanti :)

Moga anak yang dilahirkan diberkati :)

^_^

I want this. hewhew :)

Collecting kacchhing to buy it. :)

woaahh! XD

we're connected finally,,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

so, these are pictures taken on 14th of April 2012.

to see them,, gerakkan mouse anda ke bawah :)

Hantaran :)

Jubah untuk cik abang ^_^

FerreroRocher

* ade orang sakit tekak makan banyak sangat *

Another gift to cik abang ^_^

Sirih Junjung

* masa hantaran sampai, pelik tengok yang nih, rupe2 nye SirihJunjung :P *

Bahulu Ikan

* haha. Besarkan? Ta pernah lagi aku makan ikan besar ni seumur hidup. hewhew *

Cakes :)

* Credits to CikSuhaila for those yummy cake :) Ayu cakap sedap sangat! *

Parfumeh XD

* Choosen by Abi *

QuranulKareem and Motivation stuff

* nih, umi dengan abi dating pegi beli *

al-Fawakih :D

* sponsered by my cousin, KakNurul. Thanks, yaww! *

Duit hantaran.

* don't ask how much *

- LE MOMENT -

* haha.bertuah punye adik, tido pulokk *

yes, i love him <3

adik and sofia ^^,

neighbours' daughter :)

MAY ALLAH BLESS THEM :)

Families * they mean a lot *

Abang's family, especially KakLang * for the acceptance *

Salikiyah * for being such a good listener *

Monn * for those sketch-ing time. Aku Aa'h rindu sangat *

Sarah, Baby London * you are the best dorm mate I ever have *

Fazy * for the doa :) take a good care of monn *

Athirah Iskandar * you always make me smile and laugh. haha *

Najihah * take care of Sarah for me, will ya? *

Atikah * for a good time *

Bella * you treat me well, sis *

Alin * for sharing *

Hawa * untuk waktu gie-gile dalam dorm J *

21st Generation  * always in memories *

.thanks.

.forgive me.  

the lovers

assalamualaikum :)

hey,hey,

Someday, your prince charming will come :)

Maybe, he took a wrong turn, got lost, and too stubborn to ask for direction. hehe.

I already have mine. Insya-Allah it will last forever.

Thanks, Abang for being with me ^_^

love you once,

love you still,

always have,

always will.

lalalalala~ [^^,]\/

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

mulakanlah harimu dengan memuji dan memanjatkan kesyukuran kepada-Nya.

tanpa-Nya, tak mungkin kau masih dapat menghirup udara,

tak mungkin kau masih dapat tersenyum dan berbakti kepada orang lain,

dan tak mungkin kau masih mampu berdiri dan meneruskan sisa kehidupan di bumi-Nya

terima kasih, Ya Rabbul Izzati.. 

by the way,,

today is my birthday,

malam semalam tidur pukul 12 lebih,

terima wishyywooshhywishh dari suami tercinta :)

syukran jazilan ya Habibi ^_^

and,,

terimakasih buat cik AimieUmielia for the wish :)