Really really really

Salamunalaik :) 

Alhamdulillah, kita still diberikan nafas oleh Allah untuk terus perbaiki diri kita. Alhamdulillah.. 

Haa.. Tajuk post pun dah 'really really' 

Apekehal??

Ohhhh...! I really really want this

 

Ya Allah nak cheese cake kukus cik suhaila~ 

Nak buat memang tak tahulah nak cari bahan kat mane kann... Nak nangis T.T

Haa.. Tengok pulak inche husband. Setelah empat bulan (noted okay.noted) tak makan magie kari fav nya.. Macam ni lah rupanya. Huhu 

 

Whatever it is, credits tu Siti Khadijah Yahaya for packed those things to us. Siap tempoyak lagi. ;D

Husnullkhatimah au Suulkhatimah

Salamunalaik.

Kematian itu sesuatu yang pasti. Kematian itu hadir dari segenap penjuru arah. Datangnya tanpa diminta. Hadirnya tidak mengira batas usia. Yang muda, yang tua semuanya pasti akan menemuinya. Allah.... 

Semalam, teman seperjuangan suamiku telah pergi menghadap ilahi. Semoga ditempatkan dalam kalangan para 

Anbiya' wa Solihin. Amin. Alfatihah. 

We never know when we are going to meet HIM. Adakah beberapa saat lagi? Esok? Lusa? We never know. Semuanya terletak di dalam kekuasaan-Nya, Allah, Tuhan semesta alam. 

Diberitakan, Nabiyullah, Ibrahim a.s telah memohon kepada Allah untuk melihat malaikat izra'il a.s sewaktu dia mencabut nyawa. Lalu Allah s.w.t memperkenankan doa nabi Ibrahim. Dengan kuasa Allah, datanglah seorang lelaki yang tampan, elok paras rupanya, bersih pakaiannya. Beliau itulah malaikat izra'il yang datang ketika mencabut nyawa orang soleh. Melihatkan hal itu, nabi Ibrahim memohon kepada Allah untuk ditunjukkan wajah malaikat izra'il sewaktu mencabut nyawa orang yang dimurkai dan dilaknat Allah. 

Mendengarkan hal itu, malaikat izra'il melarang nabi Ibrahim untuk meminta seperti itu.

'Jangan! Kau tak akan sanggup wahai nabi Allah!' kata malaikat izra'il.

'Tidak mengapa, aku boleh. Wahai Allah, kabulkanlah permintaanku' jawab nabi Ibrahim.

Lalu datanglah seorang lelaki yang sangat hodoh wajahnya. Melihat lelaki hodoh itu, nabi ibrahim sendiri tidak sanggup sehingga beliau pengsan! 

Ya Allah, matikanlah kami dalam keadaan yang baik, dan tempatkanlah kami dalam kalangan orang yang baik. Amin.. 

Confusion

Salamunalaik..

Im havin confusion with myself nowadays. Like, thousands of question in my head. I cant think well. I even dont know what am i doing. 

Pray for me will you?.. 

Salamunalaik. 

Muhasabah dear.

Salamunalaik, my dear. 

Day has pass and gone. Something or everything changes. Someone changes and people changes. We get older and we have more responsibility to be take care. Just look at ourself. When we are just a little baby, we had worn a small cloth. We have to be bath, have to be feed. Everything is been done by our parents. And now, when we are growing up, our cloth is bigger then we're baby. We can bath and ear by ourself. Things change. 

Year passed, and are we already know why we are here. Sometimes, when im alone, i keep asking. Am i ready to meet The One? Everyday, after perform subuh, i cook, do some laundry and do other housework. And, i think that i do not have enough time with HIM. This always come into my mind. 

Sometimes, i thinking? Can i meet HIM? If i can, where? In the place that full oc blessness - jannah OR the place that no one wills to be there - nahar. Nauzubillahminzalik. 

May Allah bless us and place us with solihin, tabi'tabi'in, anbiya' and Rasulullah saw. Aminn. 

Tomyam in insonesia!

Salamunalaik! 

So last night i cooked tomyam for dinner. Yummylicious! * puji diri sendiri la pulak.. 

 

So my dear, biar i share dengan you the recipe. 

Tomyam Ayam 

Ayam. Potong kecil-kecil ye. Depends on how much you want.

Bawang merah. 7biji

Bawang besar. 1/2biji

Bawang putih. 4biji

Cili padi. Terpulang nak pedas mana. 

Serai. 3-5batang. Makin banyak makin sedap your tomyam.

Daun limau purut. Banyak jugak. Makin banyak makin kick.

Limau purut. 5biji. Boleh tambah if nak masam lagi. Perah, ambil airnya.

Tomato. 3-5biji.

Carrot, bunga kubis, jagung kecil. Letak la banyak mana youall nak. 

Air. Takkan nak masak tade kuah kann.. Kalau nak kuah banyak letak la banyak. Tapi bumbunya kena tambah la. :)

Gula, garam secukup rasa.

'So how? Tell me!' Okay.. 

Firstly you have to gorengkan ayam and daun limau purut. Separuh masak aja dah cukup.

Then, as usual, tumis bawang sampai naik bau. Jangan sampai hangit ye.. 

Bila dah naik bau, masukkan air. 

Next, masukkan serai and air perahan limau. Biarkan mendidih. 

Masukkan ayam and sayur. 

Tambah gula and garam. 

Rasa. Kalau kurang kick tambah lagi garam macam biasa. But careful, jgn sampai masin :)

Sedia dihidang. 

This recipe can be use for tomyam campur jugak. Its all up to you. 

For those yang nak letak pes tomyam, boleh masukkan jugak. Tapi i tak pernah try la. My hubby yang selalu masak tomyam letak paste. 

Ape yang i tau, goreng ayam and daun limau purut tu memang sedap. Bau your tomyam nanti akan jadi macam yang dekat restoran tu. huuu... 

And lastly, 

Selamat mencuba. Happy trying *erk?!

Pray for us :)

Our Journey . Starting over again .

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
salamunalaik.. 

Hows life? Dah lame tak update blog ni. Whatsup? 

So now, im living with my sayang. Really like husband and wife. And now, we are in Indonesia! 

Alhamdulillah. Everything is going fine here. The environment is little bit differ than malaysia. I got burned. Haha.

Lets continue. 

So as we reach here, someone picked us. He is a novelist. I have read his book. Kind of an exciting story. I never thought the ending will be like that. Laila is the title of that novel. 

Then, we reach bandar Malang. 'Lalapan' is the first food that get into my mouth when i reach Indonesia. And Malang is a name of town but it looks like a pekan in Malaysia for me. And the sad thing is 70 percent of a girl that havent maried is not a virgin. Moga Allah turunkan hidayah. Aminn. 

And now, its almost 4 month that i have been here. A lots of things pass and go, but life must go on. :)

I miss Malaysia but I want to be here. 

special for a girl, lady, woman :)

salamunalaik.

so, i'm going to share something that i learn about menstrual cycle.
yes, menstrual cycle. :3

in my years of schooling, many version of menstrual cycle i've heard. ade yang cakap fifteen days paling banyak, ada yang cakap lepas fifteen days to ade lagi istihadah, ade jugak yang cakap istihadah ni takde in Islam. huh? takde?.

so, ape conclusion yang sebenarnya?

since my husband is learning more and more about Islam, which is about fadhail *kelebihan amal* and masail *ilmu hukum-hakam*, Alhamdulillah, I have someone that i can refer to.

so, one day, we have a chat about this problem *menstrual thing* he asked me about darah fatrah.

first thing in my mind? ape bende tuh? cakap nak bincang pasal period. kenapa pula dengan darah fatrah?

tak tahu tanye kan? so, i tanye my husband.. 'ape tuh?'

and he asked me back, 'eh, takan ta tahu?'

errrkk??!!
ah sudahh... ape aku nak jawab ni.. segannyaaa..

okay. fullstop sampai situ. apa yang jadi lepas tu, i pergi belajar pasal period ni. shame thing bila my husband asked me about something that always happen  *period* tapi, i tak tahu ape2. yang i tahu, sampai 15 hari, and, kalau lebih istihadhah. Hurm..

So paling umum yang i can tell you girls, paling simple yang dianggap darah haid bagi imam syafie is --> 24jam. And yang paling banyak ialah 15 hari. Lebih daripada itu adalah istihadhah. Okay?

If nak tau deeper than what can i tell you, kene belajar la :) or nanti i update lagi sikit sekadar perkongsian. Wallahualam. 

 

a better me

salamunalaik :)

so, last last day, i've met Salikiyah Idris. Alhamdulillah, she is still the same. except, the fact that she is getting taller. hehe. thanks, kiyah.

now, i am struggling with myself. trying to put all the strength back together. what do you expect from a person that having a long-distance relationship. plus, the relationship is not the 'boyfriend&girlfriend' relationship but, it is husband&wife. all that i can do is, pray to Allah. Because Allah is the one can do anything with KUNFAYAKUN.

what did i realize now, it's not me the only one that having problem(s). it will come to us, with or without our expectation. someday, we will have a dozen of problems in our pocket and we don't ever know how to solve them. but, the one who remember where did the problems come from will find the one who give the problem. Yes, Allah the Almighty.
 
what i said here, is not for you, but for myself. to make me, a better me.

salamunalaik :)

how's life, girls? :)
i'm sure everyone have their own story rite. me too. so, what am i doing after spm?
Alhamdulillah :) after the spm, i continue my study in hafal-ing the Al-Quran-ul-Kareem.
yes, i'm going ti be hafizah :)

tak susah ke, hafal mase 'tua' ni?

tak susah sebenarnya. di mana ada kemahuan, disitu ada jalan. hehe. plus, i have my husband who really support me. siap cakap tanak balik malaysia kalau ta habis hafizah sya'ban next year. huhu. it's okay. it motivate me a lot.

insyaAllah, ade mase lagi, i update lah nanti. :)
takecare. pray for us :)
may Allah bless us with his Nur.

to awak yg kat sane,
I'll always pray 4 yo.