salamunalaik :D 

i'm scared of waiting for everything that are going to happen in my life. life is not easy, right? you have to struggle and find the best way for a better life. it is not as simple easy as counting one two three. there are so many obstacles that you have to go through. :)

and for me, the spm is the main reason i'm being scared. seeing the how many days left is already make me worried. it's not can i do my best but, its about can i get the best. 

see the pictures above? its from adam, my loves one. every time i see this pictures, i can feel how much he wants me to do my best. get the best score in my spm, not neglecting him and our parents. 

after nikah, i always got the supporter, the motivator from him :)

and, i know, that he will be very sad if i didn't get the 12a's 

yes,

you can say 'takpelah, dah ade laki, tak dapat result bagus pun takpe..'

'alah, laki kau sayang kau, ape kesah?..'

HA.HA.HA

hey, if i always have that kind of thinking, how can i do my best?..

and, what does his supportment and motivation for?..

he must be very sad, the one that he loves, the one that he put the trust on to do the best, 

and the one that can make his world fills up with rainbows,

just can do anything and neglecting him down.

and again.

HA.HA.HA

if i have that kind of thinking,

is it true that i love him?

i said that i can make him happy,

but,

if i didn't get the best?

how can him be happy?

you must be asking, 

'ape kaitan orang dah kahwin punye pemikiran dengan orang tak kahwin punye pemikiran?'

hey, ade kaitan, okayy?..

you have your parents, they support you, they give their everything to see their child get the best,

and they loves you. 

and you, as their child? 

you always get support from them, and you love them. 

why don't you be a thankful child by making them smile with your result? 

hey, awak,

do your best in your exam. will ya?

and pray for me, for us :)

p/s;

sayang, im going to  do my best.

live well :)

i always waiting for you.

miss(s) you.

<3